Things are great! But not really...not so much. Things should be great but something is wrong, and now I’m in a funk about everything. The survey is finally ready to go, after much procrastinating and nit-picking on minor things for more than a week. So why am I dragging my feet? Why am I writing a stupid blog post instead of sending out invitations? After three years of clawing and scratching to get here, finally to the point where all I have to do is execute the plan, it’s ME who’s holding things up. There’s only one explanation that makes sense - I’m a total idiot.
Or maybe, I’ve been possessed by an evil demonic spirit who wants me to be a failure. If only I could blame somebody else, the devil, or anyone else! I could blame Satan if my head would spin a 360 or maybe if I could run down the steps on all fours with my head on backwards....but no, the fault for this ridiculous failure to launch is all mine. I am what I am.